I look at the clock its 1:30 Am and my eyes want to rest for half an hour at least..falling every now and then.I decided i should sit down and take him to the hall. I guess i will be more energetic when i leave my comfy bed. He is not in mood to sleep and passes me a smile. :) :) :)
Today was another hectic day like in every family when wedding bells ringing..we finished dinner and family discussion at 10:40 pm and went to sleep around 12..Doesn't matter how hard i try now days this is my regular time.
I notice this is the time to change his diaper. He wants to play,i make him sit in rocker and enjoys the swings but only 5 minutes tick tick tick and not very happy with this monotonous game..wants something else..I touch the wind chimes and he starts throwing his legs in happiness and keeps gazing them ....again a smile comes on his face.
He must be hungry and try to feed him..yes he was.Now as per doctor's suggestion i keep him upright for few minutes but he is more interested to see other things in the room.He is continuously watching the ceiling fan and now throwing all limbs and making sound hu hu hu.. :)
I think he will sleep in another 10 minutes..he also looks like sleepy.Suddenly don't know whats matter he is crying i go to the balcony so that he can take fresh air and relax.I guess he don't like layers of clothes he is covered with. But no use he is still crying. Oh i think this is the time i need to change the diaper for sure i can smell it.
Thank God he looks relaxed now it means gripe water is working..good stuff for baby stomach..
I notice few mosquitoes in balcony and few red marks on his face i just close the door and return back to hall.we both play with small toys which make voices of different animals..I didn't' find any other toy for 3 months baby. i pick up turtle and he kind of laughs..and want to hold this in his hands..i pick up fish..huhuhu..this continues.Not sure people say its important for an infant to listen different voices and talk as well. Its over 2:30 am..I wish i could have got 10 minutes.
I make him sit on rocker and put my mat with it and take a pillow..let him play i sleep for 5 minutes.Sorry not a good idea he is crying again..He wants a companion to give full attention.
I start walking in the hall i hear the voice"still waking up?? Baby not sleeping".
"No mamma" i answer..Mamma insists me to come to her room so that she can handle the baby and i can have a short nap..i denies politely as i think he will sleep in another 5 minutes as he is awaken from last 1.5 hours its over 3 am. He starts crying again i think he is feeling hot and i should be in my room. I switch on the aircon and put it on 24..He is better already..Wow feeling cold.Somebody enters into my room. "So cold?? its too much ..bad for baby.." Mamma clearly didn't like this.I am being scolded and reminded that baby can catch cold..blah blah blah..
But he was happy i thought i maintain at 27 degree now..She sits on sofa and takes baby into her hands and plays for a while i see another person entering into my room. My sister Cheeni with sleepy eyes.."mamma mamma" She don't sleep without mamma. I suggest mamma better idea is you make Cheeni sleep.She leaves in few minutes i check my mobile its 4 am.
Again crying starts..i am confused and little frustrated "what's matter"? "What now"?
Oh hungry again...needs milk..i sing baby rhymes few lines and he smiles and notice he is sleepy and in few minutes he hold my top and cling me..Sleeping already..Wow..good..great..I am so so happy..
I notice some noises from the kitchen.I make baby sleep on her bed and goes to check.."Do you want Tea Sona" ? Papa asking..I check the clock its 4:30 Am..I want to sleep and take tea same time somehow i say "Yes"..Then will go to sleep..
I am happy baby is sleeping i can sleep too. At least this night is better not like yesterday when my mamma managed the baby after 4 am so that i can sleep for a while and having pity on her old nerves i could hardly be in my bed for 1.5 hours..
